When my eldest son Nico was 9 we made the decision to move him from his cosy primary school to an all boy’s school that we felt would suit him better academically.
He was the kind of child who sucked up information like a sponge.
He would inform us of the most amazing facts.
He poured over books
He stayed up late into the night aged 7 to read a book about the Rubik’s cube and figured it out by the morning.
‘Let’s move him to somewhere that will stretch him more academically’ we thought.
All done in the best intentions of course – as are all our parenting decisions like that.
Except it was a really bad idea.
He was very cheerful, self-contained child, who hardly complained.
It turned out that the new school was a cold environment, he was subtly bullied and he didn’t make any friends there.
When he had more bouts of misbehaviour I started to connect it with what was going on at school, and I'm grateful that I had the tools to help him tell me what was going on.
We regret terribly that we didn’t just pull him out of that school and send him back to the cosy primary school where he’d been so happy.
But we were worried about what people would think about us.
Isn’t that crazy?
Do you do that?
I’ve spent a long time working on myself to be braver and listen to my intuition, even though I don't always manage it.
Anyway, back to Nico. After a couple of years he got the opportunity to move to a secondary school that was co-ed and he thrived there.
I’ve worried so much about the damage that school did to him and we talked about it this weekend. (He’s 23 now so it was a long time ago!)
He said ‘Mum, I’m totally fine. Honestly, I don’t ever think about that school. Don’t beat yourself up’
I still think it was the wrong decision and I wish I’d trusted my intuition and got him out of there when we realised we’d made a mistake but it was so sweet that he reassured me that he’s ok.
So here’s the thing – we will all make mistakes with our kids.
There’s no such thing as a perfect parent.
However, if we spend time building connection with our children and making sure they know that we are on their team, that we believe in them, that we love them unconditionally, then they will easily weather our mistakes.
Here’s some of the feedback I’ve been getting from the spring cohort of parents on The Tantrum Taming Toolkit programme. If you missed out last time, and want to learn more about compassionate parenting with firm boundaries, then do join the waitlist.
My waitlist is growing. I am just figuring out when I next open up the course but I have some special VIP treats in store for those on the waitlist so get your name down here - The Tantrum Taming Toolkit Waitlist
Join our mailing list to tips and updates from Camilla at My Parenting Solutions.
Be assured that your information will not be shared.